I started working on my blog after having to drop it for a few months due to health issues. It seems I may have jumped the gun. Should I have waited until my health was more stable? Should I just toss the whole thing? I ask myself these questions all the time. But then I remember this is MY blog. This is my story. Wicca has given me a stillness and comfort I’ve never known. And while I kow people everywhere will raise their eyebrows, I honestly don’t care. The Goddess saved me in May, and no matter what problems or scrutiny I face, I know in my gut this is the right path for me.
I internally joke that I am a “bad pagan” because of my inconsistency. But that’s part of the beauty of Wicca. It is what you make of it. I was feeling too low for the Autumn Equinox, so instead of a ritual I drank hot cider and ate apple pie curled up next to my husband. It’s all about intent. I welcomed in the fall in the only way I was capable.
I’m giving myself the challenge of posting every week. At least one post per week, with two being the eventual goal. So please bear with me. I’m attempting to look at writing for this blog as self-care versus work. I enjoy writing and I love being a student of Wicca. It is good for my mental health, I just have to make myself put forth the effort in order to benefit.